27LilPumpkinz

You promised not to leave me, nor deceive me, nor cause grief for me You promised to forsake others, to make me a mother, to treat me like no other You promised to provide for me, to be a guide for me, to never hide from me You promised not to hit me, never to spit at me, or throw a fit with me You promised to stay true, to stay you, to be proud of how I grew But you broke every promise , changed for the worse, and now we are cursed

In the company of a talkative girl? In the presence of a talkative girl? Seeking validation from a talkative girl? Seeking conversation with a talkative girl? Annoyed by a talkative girl? Annoyed by connecting with a talkative girl? Want to be loved by a talkative girl? Want to be listened to like a talkative girl? Need somebody in your life like a talkative girl? Need a sounding board like a talkative girl? To be a friend with a talkative girl? To bend your ear like a talkative girl? To ask questions like a talkative girl? To listen like a talkative girl? To help you come out of your shell like a talkative girl? To help you make friends like

They have no idea they are in my thoughts, in my heart, or in my pages No one knows of the late phone calls to Pharisees and sages He has no clue why I hug my pillow with grief Or leave tears on silky but torn and empty sheets I don’t know why I let my heart fly like a satellite Why I only find comfort from parables I write I find inspiration in two stars, three stars, or more? One that beacons bright with brilliance and is adored The other sheds a soft glow of love and feels ignored…. I am glad to carry a silent cross On behalf of a grand loveless mistake and loss But a loss for me is a better endeavor It ensures no one gets

Teach me how you see and teach me how you hear Show me how to conquer me and how to face my fears Hear me when I pray and watch me shed a tear Smile at me every day and I’ll stay always near Tell me all your secrets as we walk along the pier Ask me if I love you and I’ll whisper in your ear For a thousand years and more my dear Faithfully, secretly, for years…..

Dear Janet, Dear Janet were you sitting there? With your family through their prayers? You taught them how to make peace with goodbye, To hold each other’s hands and faithfully cry….. Your family is doing just fine; I am still praying, waiting, for mine….. I wish that I had known you too, My mother loved you in Sunday school…. I think it is funny and meant to be How my mother held Sandy as a baby And I carried Tiffany… Yes, she is just beautiful too, I know your family always thinks of you….. I heard your husband still has your paintings on the wall, As for mine, well, I foolishly hid them all….